your stories make me like we are the same person, you are so inspirational, we still work in hospitality and your podcast numbered 197, whoa, i always tell people this industry has taught me a lot including to not ever think too much of myself and apreciate every department as I too have had to scrub floors and toilets, worked in the Delta for 5 years in Botswana and that truely made me human. ive decided this year i am going to fix what i lost during covid, turning to alcohol to forget was one of my biggest down falls and ive only realized that now, but also know from listening to you is that I am not alone others have and might still also be in a similiar journey. Thank you you inspire more than what you might realize, and wishing you all the best on your journey.