Got back from visiting my brother at the hospital. Wonder if they put him on something, he's like barely conscious, but ig he's fine. Tired.

My brother's in the hospital. Idk wtf is going on. Going off to see him. He sounds like he's ok at least.

Man I'm so out of it I keep forgetting what I'm doing. I wish I could just draw and write and do fun stuff w/my free time again.

I'm going to try and turn it around, really up electrolytes, get more salts in, watch my supplements...but ig I know why I'm so weak 😔

Phlebotomist couldn't do a blood draw on me at all today despite multiple sticks. Blood flow issues. This happened to me before :(

My arm has really regressed since I got booted from PT for recovering from eye stuff, but they're boarding me on again soon so 🤞

I feel awful I won't be able to revenge everyone before artfight is over, but it's a manageable amount that I can finish after

I'm so exhausted man

Just having a rough week my brain feels like it's dissolving constantly. Did poorly on cognitive function test. Feels bad man.

My supplements are literally all already on my intake notes??? Then prescribing nightmare shit gabapentin, ain't no way

But ts is not it...some bs supplement kickbacks, I'm already on superior versions to all of those? You'd be doubling almost everything??

Nightmare shit w neurologist today. Why are they so uniquely terrible?? Luckily I'm educated enuff to make p good medical decisions

On call dr w/n respond 🫠 went in asap. Looks fine, that eye is still blurry with milky vision and light sensitivity but it should clear

Ugh. Over the weekend was super worried my eye was infected due to (tmi) a ton of highlighter yellow discharge soaking thru the bandage

Oof yup my PC is toast until I can get new RAM. Sigh.

My other eye just got patched so not too much to do v_v

I was gonna draw all day and vastly prefer my PC/cintiq setup to the tablet but man. Not much choice anymore.

Mfw the ram situation on my PC has gotten super bad and my computer repeatedly crashes all day. Mfw the price of ram now...

Working on a dozen art pieces at once is not a good artfight strategy probably 😅 but it's how my brain works idk

+1 for midi health. She instantly saw exactly what I did and I got prescribed HRT right out the gate. lots of frustration with other Drs.