眠い

大人になる。

i think a lot about how i'm treated within certain friend groups and wonder what i'm missing that everyone else seems to have.

my back hurts

having a hard time lately

it feels like every conversation lately makes me feel less and less human.

when does it end.

it feels like i'll never be comfortable in this existence of mine

いなくなりたい

it never gets better...

read koinega

rereading この恋を星には願わない just to feel something

everyone's last choice.

できない。

i thought going out and treating myself to a nice day would help me feel better... but it honestly made me feel worse...

losing hope

ノウナイディスコ

every time i think i might feel good about my body, i get shot down like a bird.

why do i even try.

永眠