... ♤ Call me Rufus! Please read DNI on my main strawpage before interacting. And the information provided in my README... (im sorry if this readme comes off as too serious or emotional i just had to put very important information! sobs)
pps; im usually a very chill and neutral guy 😭 i hope i come off as friendly i really do try to im a veryyyy tired individual im constantly exhausted or fatigued.
╰➤ I do not care if you are a spam follower who is in my DNI, I don't check profiles. (Regarding this: If you want to be my friend but not actually try to get to know me and just keeping it simple like an 'oomf'/mutual 'friendship', please don't ask to be my friend. (e.g., if you only want me to be in your friends list but actually not get to know me), I don't know why people are like that these days. I'm tired of it as someone who has no actual friends at the moment.)
NOTE: Interact with very extra care and caution. I am dealing with a lot of stuff currently, so I may act very distantly, detached, rude, aggressive, or even cold. I'm sorry. But that's when I usually have iwec OR iwcaution. If it's only 'iwc', Im just exhausted or bored / sad or contemplative. I'm usually a very tired individual, but I really do try to match your energy.
╰➤ or I can even be emotional or overly sensitive. I am an HSP(highly sensitive person). Please, please take note of that. It's already on my strawpage, but I should mention it here, too, just in case. I AM NATURALLY A SHY MAN. I am introvert. (i forgot to change this i am certainly not an ambivert). Please be patient with me.
╰➤ Does this mean I may block a lot/freely?
Yes. It completely does mean that.
◇ Is inspiration okay?
Ask me personally. My style is definitely not consistent, and I have so many shading styles, as I am experimenting (a lot) the way I shade depends on the character, that's why it changes. Do NOT colorpick, copy any of my styles, or have a direct or indirect inspiration off my ponies (without permission). You can get inspiration if you ask me, I really don't mind.
╰➤ I go with whatever colors suit best with the character I'm making. I am experimental (as i have said before), therefore, my style is not consistent. I can give advice, I don't mind once again. Please, just ask nicely in ponytown or atabook. And I am a phone user. (i do use a tablet too)
◇ Do talk to me please. I need friends. I love seeing people who have the same interests as me ^^ either in ponytown (I prefer whispers than public chat) or atabook (but this is not highly suggested because people forget they even wrote anything on my ata.) I'm a fast replier most of the time, but do be very mindful and again, read my strawpage before fully interacting!! I don't want to hurt anyone, so please do not become my friend immediately. Ask questions about my boundaries(or tell me yours) or my interests to see if we get along! Or just pretty much anything to get to know each other better.
╰➤ I do not have any friends at the moment, so don't be scared to interact! (as mentioned) It's okay. (It's probably because I am quite a hard person to get along with due to certain boundaries, and because I am an HSP.) So, yes, I'm scared of people sometimes and I'm a bit hard to get comfortable with with certain people. I'm just used to not having any friends/okay with having no friends because I used to be antisocial.
◇ PS; I can be direct/flat/dissociative, unfiltered, or even ridiculously factual at times. If I'm overly enthusiastic or "too much," and you don't like it, then just dont interact with me. It's as simple as that. My memory is horrible. So, i tend to forget things regularly. Please remind me patiently and politely, or even a direct response is appreciated. I have a very short temperament of certain reasons, which I do not feel comfortable sharing, and I'm incredibly shy when im drained.