this is where i've compiled information about all of my ocs, as well as the writing for my roleplays and fic series! i've been writing and roleplaying for a very long time - the earliest memories i have are forum roleplaying on dragon cave in the early 2010s, and i've been in and out of roleplay spaces over the years since then. i have a fallout 4 au with extensive lore and writing, even if not all of it is put into story, and i love roleplaying in project zomboid and backing it up.
this is the page with all of my characters - you can scroll down to read through about all of them, or use the images on the right to jump to a character's section! this page is endlessly in progress - i have a lot of characters, with a lot of lore, and a lot of images. :)
if you're interested in reading the things i've written, everything i currently have hosted is listed over on the right! i do hope you enjoy!
jaime has existed for a very, very long time. he was originally created as a self-insert style courier six when i first started playing fallout: new vegas in 2018, and he remained as a self-insert style character for nearly every game i played after that point with character customization. there's art of him in fallout, in outer worlds, in keplerth, in project zomboid, and in final fantasy 14. a few traits may vary about him, like his backstory or the length of his hair, but the solid, recurring traits are that he has dyed-red hair and green eyes, aviator sunglasses, usually a cowboy hat, and he has always been gay. that man loves men. men are his favorite thing in the world along with drugs.
antony was created by orion as one of his two best friends! the roleplay the catalyst centers around jaime and antony's relationships and the similarities in their state of being; while jaime can't remember his life from a concussion, antony can't remember because, by the time jaime finds him, he's been dead and brought back by the mycelium.
antony & jaime's friendship is a wonderful excersize in emotional agony, and when the pseudoceps group fell apart, orion passed antony's ownership to me for further development and writing.
nathan is jaime's second best friend, from high school, and created in tandem with antony to make a trifecta of fools when jaime was brought into the question. while jaime is the face, and antony is the brawn, nathan makes up the brains of their operation. even though jaime existed on his own initially, after creating this trifecta of characters, it feels like it would be disingenuous to redact any one of them.
where jaime likes cars and drugs, and antony likes exercise and gyms, nathan likes technology. the three of them together map out a wonderfully balanced character dynamic.
project zomboid nathan profile
emil was originally created as a character for my scp/doctor who crossover, expedition to skaro, as part of the TARDUS crew. he was an scp security guard brought on as, well... security detail! i never ended up developing much of the tardus crew, but i loved emil dearly and ended up reiterating him for a couple of different projects.
the other and most notable project is to change and not to change, where emil, instead of being an scp guard, is a paladin of the brotherhood of steel. he's romantically involved with paladin danse, and the entirety of blind betrayal makes things turn very differently in their lives and in the game's canon. i was always driven by the fact that bethesda never took danse's story further, and emil came to my thoughts when i was playing through fallout 4 again when thinking of my au :)
and his third iteration is from the pseudoceps project zomboid roleplay, where emil is a member of the military, previously part of a team known as strike team blizzard. he was later involved in efforts to rescue or kill the survivors of vallen island.
TARDUS emil profile (doctor who/scp crossover)
tcantc emil/danse history (fallout 4 au)
furr was initially created generated by the rimworld game engine, rolling her with incredibly high stats in combat and social. she had the backstory of an orphaned acrobat and a military general, and she was consistently the best character in that save. i grew incredibly attached to her and ended up creating her in project zomboid as well :)
her project zomboid iteration is an antisocial ex-military woodswoman who tries to avoid people at all cost - only for the zombie apocalypse to come rolling in, and leaving her feeling obligated to save whatever remnants of humanity were left. she deals with major issues of hating herself and isolating herself because of the things that she did in active duty, and is forced to put them aside to help the people she considers more important than herself.
soda was created when my boyfriend came to visit me here in colorado, and we went to the aquarium, and he bought me a white axolotl hat with rainbow gills ... ever since then soda has been my "lsd hat" that i always year whenever i go on an acid trip. he's something of a sona and something of an original character; he usually only comes out when i'm on acid, but i like showing off art of him and pictures of him whenever i can :D
mokushi was another character originally created by orion, before ray ever even met me. she was created for a danganronpa roleplay known as massacure, and when the two of us became friends, ray told me plenty about her and i only grew to adore her more and more. at some point ray transferred ownership to me, since i had created so many alternate universes involving avery and mokushi's dynamic, that ray left the creative freedom to me :)
avery was born nearly 10 years ago, originally as a random character design that i dubbed avatie when i was 17 years old. the original art of them still exists on deviantart, but they've changed radically in the years since then. they were initially an ambiguous "alien" from a non-specific planet to look cool; when i revisited them a few years later, they became the timelord-turned-human that i love so dearly today. their full time lord name is avatiatioderenda, but in their various human forms and verses, they're known as avery dalca.